Apr 10, 2011

This was not part of the plan

This was not part of the plan. This, my life. My close friend told me that maybe this was a part of a bigger plan. I certainly hope so. I wanted to be somewhere else. I wanted to be someone else. I wanted to be with someone, forget someone else. I do not rant here. I do not want to rant here. I should not rant here. On another note, maybe my life is taking a turn for the better, coz it couldn't get any worse, really. I am thinking of shutting this blog down. Too many memories. But then again, I can erase them from here. What do I do with my mind? Funny.

20 comments:

Misty Rhythm said...

i know exactly what you mean. fortunately, like you said, the only way from here is Up. don't look back, don't read back. atleast not now.

take care,
xoxo

sbonlifensuch said...

Ashhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...!!! **hugs**

Satans Darling™ said...

Thanks for that comment, Misty Rhythm :)

hugs
xo

Satans Darling™ said...

Sulo,

tight hugs, don't worry I won't suffocate your slender frame :) Lots of love

sb said...

Ash, did u take off the einstein's quote....? i liked it in here ;) but, love the new template anyway...

ps. tight or light doesnt matter, as long as we u give me one :p :D

sb said...

jus now noticed the apple - rofl!

Anonymous said...

wassup? howve u been? drop me a mail before u shut this thing down. take care .---captain kirk.

Anonymous said...

I agree with Misty

Ragpicker said...

I heard somewhere long back ...life is what happens to us while we are busy making other 'plans' :) .... when I look back ,I think this was one of the biggest fact of life ever mentioned. It all makes sense. One must learn to connect the dots.
And it takes a decent amount of time to develop that learning. As an old timer ...Thats all I can probably say... cheers !

PULKIT said...

I came here when I suddenly saw your name on the blogroll of my blogger page, I had a smile on my face till the time this page was loading. I felt happy and contented that one my oldest blogger friends have probably return to the shade of this interface. but then I saw emptiness, hault, break and silence in your post. since this post says nothing of the cause, and talks only of the outcomes, I would refrain from making any judgement about anything thats personal and close to your heart.
All I can say is... please don't delete this blog, there might be hundreds of comments (like these :P) that might leave a smile on your face.

PS - Your name is really beautiful Ash :)
hey! please, I wish to see my friend happy again. she is somewhere in u, bring her back, I am sure u can!


regards love & blessings
Pulkit

Aditi said...

Hey...i hope you are fine sweets! Take care......dont shut the blog...please ...you will feel better in no time...

Satans Darling™ said...

Sulo,

Yeah I did take the quote off, I think I need to find a new one...

Satans Darling™ said...

Captain Kirk,

I will leave an email.

Satans Darling™ said...

Manjari,
Thanks

Satans Darling™ said...

Ragpicker..

I am leaving this comment response blank. You know why.

Satans Darling™ said...

Pulkit,

You are so sweet :) I am keeping the blog.

Satans Darling™ said...

Aditi,

You are right, I do feel better :) Glad I did not delete it.

sawan said...

i would agree with Misty on the "dont read back NOW" part! u never know wuts gona happen tomorow. these same lines may bring comfort and happiness to you. live your presence, express and move on. may you find pace and bliss soon.

Anonymous said...

havent received any email from you if u have sent..hope all is ok take care capt kirk

Dr. Mayurakshi Das said...

I hear you. Life has been so unpredictable, always mocking when I am busy making well detailed plans involving my future. I sort of anticipate these unexpected bends in the road of life now. :)